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"that which consumes our thoughts shall control our lives"

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un-suicidal


Carrying so many heavy burdens, life itself is such a struggle. Every time I try to be a better person, something bad comes along the way.



Ive made so many mistakes in the past and the thought of it makes me cringe. With so many regrets, I bury my head underneath my pillow just to hide from the outside world. I forgiven those whom I had flaws with, I dont expect the same in return. I just wish them all the best in life.



I dont feel sorry for myself. I am just angry with myself for what I was and for what I have become. I am sorry for being me. I feel like I failed spiritually, like I failed God. I know his love is unconditional...but my mind is not in the right place.


Hopefully, one day, someone will shed some light and a give me a good slap in the face reality check. But the one thing I am greatful for is being blessed with a great family and great friends.
13th Aug 2006, 11:30   comments (6)

"define the riddles of my mind for nothing is really what it seems"

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13th Aug 2006, 11:26   comments (1)

Messing around with apature and shutter speed

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10th Aug 2006, 14:10   comments (4)

photography work. Model J.James

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25th Jul 2006, 20:00   comments (1)

Photoshot (with Ben) Kocoa Brown (music band)

Quality not that clear AOL compresses jpeg files.

Be sure to check out Kocoa Brown http://www.kocoabrown.com
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(they are amazing! Not a typical rah-rah music group)
4th Jun 2006, 17:37   comments (4)

Photoshot (with Ben) @ Natalie Nahai gig

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Be sure to check out Natalie Nahai

http://myspace.com/natalienahai
4th Jun 2006, 17:34   comments (1)

Pics+ Adobe=some kind of wierd

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From: [here]
14th May 2006, 23:29   comments (6)

~Scary night vision mode

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17th Apr 2006, 20:06   comments (5)