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un-suicidal


Carrying so many heavy burdens, life itself is such a struggle. Every time I try to be a better person, something bad comes along the way.



Ive made so many mistakes in the past and the thought of it makes me cringe. With so many regrets, I bury my head underneath my pillow just to hide from the outside world. I forgiven those whom I had flaws with, I dont expect the same in return. I just wish them all the best in life.



I dont feel sorry for myself. I am just angry with myself for what I was and for what I have become. I am sorry for being me. I feel like I failed spiritually, like I failed God. I know his love is unconditional...but my mind is not in the right place.


Hopefully, one day, someone will shed some light and a give me a good slap in the face reality check. But the one thing I am greatful for is being blessed with a great family and great friends.

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