The Damndest Thing

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Pictures makes me feel as if the nature of my alcoholism and insanity have occasionally been captured. I don't know if anyone who sees this will approve, or if they'll find it even worse than dead baby pictures.
Fascinating? Horrifying? Boring as fuck? Not that fucking is boring.
Hey... you came here. If it's just a fucking table, it's just a fucking table. If it's my mental ejaculate and it pisses you off, piss off.

Why the HELL would you want to know more?
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Just some images I've been playing around with this afternoon that go with
something I'm writing.

15th Sep 2004, 22:11   comments (10)

Motorola MPx200

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I can get this RIGHT NOW for $155 US.

Digital Memory - 32MB Flash ROM or 32MB SD RAM + SD MMC card (expandable
to 1GB)

Integrated PDA - powered with Windows Mobile Software

Microsoft Pocket Outlook - total control of your email, contacts, calendar,
and tasks

ActiveSync - synchronizes your Pocket Outlook email, calendar, contacts and
tasks between PC and phone so your PIM system is always synched up

Pocket Internet Explorer - Browse the web for news, business and
entertainment - even pay bills securely with SSL support

Built-in IM / MSN Messenger

Windows Media Player - delivers high-impact audio and video. Supports WMA
and MP3 audio files and WMV video files, including streaming media

SD MMC card - expandable up to 1GB

176 x 220 pixel internal Vivid Color TFT

96 x 32 pixel two line external display shows Caller ID, date & time, plus
Status Icons

And all I can think is... no camera?
15th Sep 2004, 19:05   comments (5)


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Forgive me my radio silence.
I have volleys of photos from the past two weeks I'll be sharing over the
course of the afternoon.

Or I suppose evening for most of ya.

Dealing with a bit of an issue the past few days. Not too peppy lately.
This too shall pass.

I'm glad to be home.
13th Sep 2004, 15:13   comments (14)


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Soothing for the puffy eyes.
2nd Sep 2004, 19:37   comments (16)


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These guys were only two inches long when I got'em. Now they're MONSTERS,
and it's quite difficult to take clear photos of moving fish by the way.

There are four resident carp: Plippy (little white guy), Ploppy (bigh white
guy), Cheesenose (white w/orange splotch) and Eblis O'Shaughnessy (bright

If you can tell me where the names come from, my admiration will be endless.

I am la geek.
30th Aug 2004, 17:21   comments (7)


Here's the expository dialogue:

I go to the pharmacist yesterday and tell him my problem... dry, scratchy cough thus no sleep. That's it.
Pharmacist says cough syrup.
I tell pharmacist I don't buy cough syrup because I've had really bad experiences with the stuff, and I don't konw what ingredient makes me loopy.
Pharmacist says to take benelyn dm for dry cough. One ingredient, dextromethorphan, so side effects will be minimal.

Unless, of course, it's dextromethorphan that MADE me have bad side effects because perhaps I am allergic to it?

I did NOT sleep last night. I spent the night rolling around in my bed hallucinating and talking to myself and taking pictures of myself to help deal with/disprove my hallucinations. God, if I'd had internet I bet there could have been some seriously fucked up conversations... damn, I need net.

The TWELVE HOUR TIME RELEASE FORMULA dextromathorphan has only recently vacated my system, leaving me exhausted and hung over, and very confused. I know these sound like a natural state of being for me, but this is nastiness beyond compare. My whole day thus far feels like I've been clumsily working a marionette from behind stage without a view. Now my head is clearing, I'm the puppet, and my strings are made of cheese, oh dear.

If someone could come over this afternoon and kindly oblige me with a swift sledge-hammer to the noggin, I would be most grateful.
26th Aug 2004, 19:29   comments (28)