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Hi! I'm a 24 year old living in Reading. I want to be a speech Therpaist and start my training in September. Untill then I am temping at the Pru. How fabulous! My pictures will rarely be anything of artistic merit, more a day to day record of me. Enjoy!

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My friend Andy was found dead at home on Friday. I am so sad. He was a great bloke. Miserable as hell but such a great laugh. I'll miss ranting with him in the bar. Not sure what else to write at the moment as spending most of my energy not crying. RIP

We found out today that Andy had a pulmonary embolism which is a blood clot, normally from the leg, which dislodged and got stuck in the artery from his heart to his lungs causing a heart attack. This is apparently something that kills you instantly but I bet they always say that so you don't feel quite so shit knowing that he was all alone when it happened. I hope he wasn't scared.
6th May 2007, 10:12  


FilbertFox says:

i am so sorry. Cry if you want to, it is not good to keep it in.

6th May 2007, 15:47

Ruthie says:

Thanks FF. I spent most of yesterday crying. Thankfully I seem to now be past that and on to remembering stupid memories.

7th May 2007, 20:22

FilbertFox says:

the stupid memories are good. When my dad died (years ago now) it was odd the memories that popped up, sometimes they would make me giggle, sometimes they would make me cry. Still like that now to be honest, but the crying isn't as frequent but a bit of sadness will always remain.

8th May 2007, 09:24

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