by Factotum
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"Happiness is a matter of one's most ordinary everyday mode of consciousness being busy and lively and unconcerned with self. To be damned is for one's ordinary everyday mode of consciousness to be unremitting agonising preoccupation with self."
Iris Murdoch, The Nice and The Good
What sort of diary should I like mine to be? Something loose-knit and yet not slovenly, so elastic that it will embrace anything, solemn, slight or beautiful, that comes into my mind. I should like it to resemble some deep old desk or capacious hold-all, in which one flings a mass of odds and ends without looking them through. I should like to come back, after a year or two, and find that the collection had sorted itself and refined itself and coalesced, as such deposits so mysteriously do, into a mould, transparent enough to reflect the light of our life, and yet steady, tranquil compounds with the aloofness of a work of art. The main requisite, I think, on reading my old volumes, is not to play the part of a censor, but to write as the mood comes or of anything whatever; since I was curious to find how I went for things put in haphazard, and found the significance to lie where I never saw it at the time.
V. Woolf
" She strung the afternoon on the necklace of memorable days, which was not too long for her to be able to recall this one or that one; this view, that city; to finger it, to feel it, to savour, sighing, the quality that made it unique."
Virginia Woolf, Moments of Being
"Why did I write any of my books, after all? For the sake of the pleasure, for the sake of the difficulty. I have no social purpose, no moral message; I've no general ideas to exploit, I just like composing riddles with elegant solutions."
Vladamir Nabokov
and the last line of the poem is:
A heart whose love is innocent!
there's a thought!!!
two more lovely records of your visit - feeling sad somehow tonight - your visit was at a good time for me - I needed a focus - trouble is I made 2 friends who I now miss!
I'm missing family and friends who are far away too, including those who are no longer among us. There's nothing wrong with feeling sad, but I hope you feel less sad in the morning.
(I didn't mean to omit the last line of the poem; it just got cut off in transit.)
yes those too
I'll be fine in the morning - builders returned yesterday so other than a bit more painting and the new glass - bathroom will be completed tomorrow - then they start on the landing!
I'm still here viv. thought of you today when I used curves in photoshop.
I know you're there Linda - it was just such an intense few days - and I'm missing the buzz I had thinking of things we might do - and doing them - and the company
Must invite my friends over next week when Alan's away
Need to do some social planning!
Was just a bit reflective
Viv, I echo your thoughts. Facto, this is another fabulous series.
I so, so wish I had a little more time to talk to you both in a more 'one to two' situation .... I do like that top shot ....
is that a super model in the top shot? She looks simply stunning