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I am married to Spiderbaby and live in Banbury, Oxfordshire after eight years living in the USA and Sweden. I am working and training as a clinical scientist for the NHS in Oxford.


There are now over ten years of photographs on my blog! It all started with a photograph I took on the 1st of May 2004... It's been a wonderful journey, thank you all who have shared it with me, and made this blogging community one I keep coming back to!

Interesting things I read recently:

"Only one in five people born [in the UK] since 1975 believes in God".
Source: Prof David Voas, University of Essex

"For every dollar invested in the Human Genome project, $141 was returned to the US economy". Francis Collins, NIH
Source: New Scientist 27 July 2013.

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Too Much Information: The first album I ever bought was the Fraggle Rock soundtrack. Pretty cool, eh? I was only 16 : )





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So as I said on Facebook, I quit my job. The reasons are many, and there was no one single precipitating event. It seemed like I'd given it my best but things were not going to improve. Since this is my blog I think I'm allowed a little one-sided bitching on here.

Reason 1. My contract has never been honoured. My contract states that I am entitled to subsidised membership of the university gym AKA an IKSU card. IKSU is a lavish sports centre next to the university. It is probably the largest sports facility in Europe. It is consequently rather expensive - full membership is something like 70 pounds a month. Despite asking several times my supervisor has for a year denied me this subsidy, claiming not to have the money. After a row on my return from France when she told me she had money to employ two new post-docs she reluctantly agreed to give me the IKSU card, but said the money would come out of my research and travel money. This is totally unacceptable. After this she said would only reimburse my membership fees at the end of my contract, leaving me to shoulder the significant full cost of the card for a year. My contract states that I get a subsidy, not a reimbursement. This is also unacceptable. I see no reason why I should have to fight for the benefits spelled out in my contract in this way.

Reason 2. I am not doing the job I signed up to. I came to Umeå to work on a project screening a chemical library for drugs that can inhibit a particular cellular process. When I started I was given an unrelated side-project on fundamental developmental cellular biology, something I have never really expressed an interest in, but side projects can often be good insurance in case the main project goes titsup. This side project is approximately 80% of my time. The application for the money supporting my post-doctoral fellowship makes no mention of this project. When, some time ago, I told her I wasn't very interested in the project I hoped that I'd be able to steer it into an area I might be more satisfied with. Instead she told me that there were eight applicants for my job and if I don't like it I can quit.

Reason 3. We just don't get on. Our working relationship is awful. Half the time I cannot ask her a simple question about a technical aspect of an experiment without being patronised or screamed at. She cannot complain about my lab work, as it is generally deemed satisfactory, so I get constant complaints about "my attitude" or the way I speak. These complaints are never about my behavior at a specific time or place, but more nebulous and impossible to counter or defend. I work very long hours, as much as 14 hours a day over several days. I accept this as part-and-parcel of a post-doc job, but I do expect to be treated with respect and gratitude for doing it. I feel like my supervisor's whipping boy and I'm sick of it.

For these reasons and more, I am done.

What's next? No idea.
18th Dec 2011, 19:03   | tags:,,,

Essitam says:

Sounds like you've made the right decision to move on! Being unhappy at work can make you miserable in other areas of your life. I hope you move into something better. Xxx

18th Dec 2011, 19:07

Jane Doe says:

So sorry it's come to this. Love to you both

18th Dec 2011, 19:09

Caine says:

I'm so sorry you had to go through this, Crickson. I know someone else who is going through this type of crap in their science field, it seems to be going around.

Best of luck in whatever comes next!

18th Dec 2011, 20:59

Twiglet says:

You deserve better. It takes courage to do what you have done especially in the current climate. Good luck to you, better things await you x

18th Dec 2011, 21:11

Viv says:

Sounds like the right decision to me - good luck

19th Dec 2011, 00:07

Earthlad says:

:-( OMG I hope you told spiderbaby before you posted this, good luck :-)

19th Dec 2011, 02:11

crickson says:

Thanks for the support guys *hugs

Earthlad> Ha ha! Yes, she's as happy as anyone that it's over.

19th Dec 2011, 05:43

JokerXL says:

Better out of it Son of Crick, by the sound of it.
Good luck with whichever direction you choose to go, I'm certain you'll make the best of it.

19th Dec 2011, 06:31

MaggieD says:

Agree with all the above, a very difficult decision to make, but it was a very informed one, and I reckon the best one in the end. All good wishes to you and Spiderbaby for the future, much love, Maggie X

19th Dec 2011, 19:55

Factotum says:

I'm glad you've come to a decision. Onward to 2012!
Happy Holidays with a weight off your shoulders!

20th Dec 2011, 00:35

taniwha says:

It sounds like it has been building up and building up until you couldn't stomach it anymore. Glad you've made a decision. So I'm right in thinking you're leaving Sweden?

21st Dec 2011, 10:11

Dania says:

Oh, Crickson. Nothing to add to what everyone has already said: sorry you had to go through this, glad you're out of it now, and good luck.

21st Dec 2011, 20:29

FilbertFox says:

Do you need me to come and rub anything better?

30th Dec 2011, 19:19

hildegard says:

Gah.
Here's hoping she doesn't have tenure.

All the best finding something with a different approach to honoring contracts & project funding terms.

25th Jan 2012, 09:56